dream of losing self
dream awakens me at 1:30 am and I am terrorized. A man I know comes into my home unannounced he overtakes me and has me cornered in a lock and defeat is pressing on top of me. Fighting for my life , I break free from him and as I come to my feet beside him in a split second I grab a heavy metal object and bludgeon him to death; leaving nothing but a mashed pulp of a head for his shoulders.
As I lie in a pool of sweat , breathing heavy, heart racing, I have no idea what that dream is about. I pray for God’s sweet peace and I fall asleep again.
5:30 am, I am awakened and God’s answer to the dream is in my thoughts. Self has been vanquished. For the first time that dream ends in victory not with defeat. I am at peace within.
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